Started : 30.1.2021 by Millie
My stepmum of 15 years was diagnosed worth stage 4 bowel cancer which had moved into her liver and lungs during the first lockdown in England and it was really hard because I wasn't able to hug her or my sister or my dad and I still can't now just because of the risks. she has had her vaccine and is due to start her second full round of chemo because after her break her tumors had grown even more so there is a very large chance that she might lose her hair she has even got a wig to prepare. I cry very night due to pure fear or the future, I've become severely depressed and im only 17 I have no idea how to deal with any of this and Ive tried therapy hated, fallen out with pretty much all my friends because of this and the only person I have left on my side is my mum. please tell me this will be over and get back to normal even just for a little bit.