Clair - aged 14

Something I wish is I could just have one more day with my dad! - to tell him how much I love him and how sorry I am for all the bad things I have said and done to him!

It's 11 months now that my dad passed away! It sometimes feels longer, then other days it could feel like last week! I have flash backs in my head of my dad and sometimes it is the flash backs I want to see!!! but I try have the happy memories! Something I wish I could just have one more day with my dad! - to tell him how much I love him and how sorry I am for all the bad things I have said and done to him! But I suppose that won't happen! I just wish that all them times he asked me to do something I do it! and when he was ill I spend more time with him, that's the times I regret! But he will understand that hopefully!

The things that are important to me now are my family and best friends!! They are the ones that make me happy when I am sad, and when I am down they are the ones that let me cry on there shoulder. It hurts and at first I thought it was only me hurting, like every1 does, we all hurt in different ways, some worse than others, but I know I am not the only person hurting out there! and I know that I am not alone in the world. I would wish one thing for my dad to come back but I can't do that, he is in a better place now looking over and protecting me. And I have to live life without him

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